Maybe this is really not the *RIGHT* time for this. God has plans for me that I really dont know what are they at all. I just have to expect the unexpected and accept it no matter what even if tis too difficult for me. but God does not give me anything thats difficult for me coz he knows I can do it without effort. Cant expect him to express his feelings but I feel he feels the same way but hidden and cant express it freely. Hope to become happier that what I feel now...... XD X) :P :)) Its a very wonderful morning today haha :D
