Never thought that in a long years time that we were together she would do such a thing. I cant imagine that she herself, the one close to me, the one I grew up with,My sharer of my blood and soul, will never say a word to what she is feeling nor thinking everyday of her life. Keeping her thoughts to herself and not sharing it to me, her *ONLY* sister and friend. It aches inside me, bleeding and dying inside. It has always been this way since she comitted a mistake... I wish I could believe everything that she says but this time I think I wont be able to do that anymore.
